Why I COOK

 

Plating and taking photos of my meals is part of what changed my relationship to food. These photos are another piece of my healing art - a celebration of my mental health and creativity in the kitchen. With every photo I take, it’s more than a recipe - at least to me. Each photograph is truly meant to express how I took an addiction to numbing my emotions and turned it into something beautiful.

For half of my life I used food, it was my best friend, the boyfriend I never had and my support when I didn’t find it at home. And the hardest part about food is that we need it to live, we can’t stop eating - it has to be confronted -  and cooking was the best way I could manage that relationship. To touch it. To treat it like a piece of art.

When I stop to cook, move through my kitchen, plate and get lost in the moment - old feelings fade. What I’m left with is color and something I can share. Here are a few of my favorite plates and photos.

 
 
roasted eggplant: yogurt + pomegranates / herbed kabocha squash

roasted eggplant: yogurt + pomegranates / herbed kabocha squash

asian pumpkin soup

asian pumpkin soup

banana tahini ice cream / dairy free

banana tahini ice cream / dairy free

kale + chard salad with anchovy + oregano vinaigrette

kale + chard salad with anchovy + oregano vinaigrette

strawberries + cream quinoa

strawberries + cream quinoa

roasted spaghetti squash + kale nest with sunny side up egg

roasted spaghetti squash + kale nest with sunny side up egg

miso eggplant

miso eggplant

smoked salmon toast with mascarpone, capers

smoked salmon toast with mascarpone, capers

shakshuka

shakshuka

mandoline madness: cucumber, radish, string bean + sundriedtoamato summer salad in basil caper vinaigrette

mandoline madness: cucumber, radish, string bean + sundriedtoamato summer salad in basil caper vinaigrette

green smoothie paradise

green smoothie paradise

prosciutto toast with fried egg

prosciutto toast with fried egg

Burger with caramelized onions + goat cheese

Burger with caramelized onions + goat cheese

simple sunday sauce (yes, that's butter you see melting down)

simple sunday sauce (yes, that's butter you see melting down)

spicy swiss chard saute with red pepper flakes, garlic + olives (topped with a block of feta)

spicy swiss chard saute with red pepper flakes, garlic + olives (topped with a block of feta)

spicy beef bowl layered with greens + guacamole

spicy beef bowl layered with greens + guacamole

quinoa, corn, zucchini, kale + avocado salad

quinoa, corn, zucchini, kale + avocado salad

roasted baby eggplant + shishito peppers (tahini sauce for side dipping, not pictured here)

roasted baby eggplant + shishito peppers (tahini sauce for side dipping, not pictured here)

zucchini boats with mini heirlooms, fresh mozzarella + pesto

zucchini boats with mini heirlooms, fresh mozzarella + pesto

avocado citrus toast

avocado citrus toast

roast leg of lamb

roast leg of lamb

coconut butter tasting, chocolate + original

coconut butter tasting, chocolate + original

grilled radicchio with side of snap pea + breakfast radishes

grilled radicchio with side of snap pea + breakfast radishes

roasted string bean salad with mini heirlooms + chickpeas with yogurt lemon dressing

roasted string bean salad with mini heirlooms + chickpeas with yogurt lemon dressing

daikon cucumber + citrus salad

daikon cucumber + citrus salad

baked egg in avocado

baked egg in avocado

farm fresh: turkey burger bathed in guacamole + side of heirlooms

farm fresh: turkey burger bathed in guacamole + side of heirlooms

baked salmon with watercress + cherry salad

baked salmon with watercress + cherry salad

shrimp bowl with wilted spinach + scallions

shrimp bowl with wilted spinach + scallions

meatball madness

meatball madness

tomatillo chicken

tomatillo chicken

super quinoa (leftover) bowl

super quinoa (leftover) bowl

miso soup prep

miso soup prep

banana berry ice cream (dairy free)

banana berry ice cream (dairy free)

vegetable frittata

vegetable frittata

hearty + healing: not your average miso soup

hearty + healing: not your average miso soup

zucchini, corn, pea + red onion salad with fresh oregano

zucchini, corn, pea + red onion salad with fresh oregano

blistered shishito peppers

blistered shishito peppers

spinach stuffed roasted delicata squash

spinach stuffed roasted delicata squash

this side is everything: sweet + sour asian slaw

this side is everything: sweet + sour asian slaw

zoodles with sunbutter sauce

zoodles with sunbutter sauce

warming goat curry

warming goat curry

tofu scramble

tofu scramble

clockwise: cashew bread, carrot soup, roasted red pepper + eggplant dip, hamburger soup

clockwise: cashew bread, carrot soup, roasted red pepper + eggplant dip, hamburger soup

vegetable curry

vegetable curry

collard Breakfast wrap

collard Breakfast wrap

before the wrap ...

before the wrap ...

veggie stuffed collard wraps with tahini/lemon sauce

veggie stuffed collard wraps with tahini/lemon sauce

asparagus with miso dressing

asparagus with miso dressing

sweet potato zoodles with spinach pesto

sweet potato zoodles with spinach pesto

chicken sausage + peppers

chicken sausage + peppers

broccoli rabe with chicken sausage

broccoli rabe with chicken sausage

chickpea lemon + coconut soup with spicy cilantro pesto

chickpea lemon + coconut soup with spicy cilantro pesto

peach + heirloom salad with hot honey dressing

peach + heirloom salad with hot honey dressing

fava beans

fava beans

caprese salad

caprese salad

white bean, arugula, tomato + pesto salad

white bean, arugula, tomato + pesto salad

breakfast sandwich delight

breakfast sandwich delight

yogurt, seeds + fruit

yogurt, seeds + fruit

breakfast italian style: tomato, truffled eggs + pesto

breakfast italian style: tomato, truffled eggs + pesto

antipasto e verdure

antipasto e verdure

fagioli

fagioli

roasted eggplant + zucchini

roasted eggplant + zucchini

adzuki bean noodle salad with veggies + spicy sesame vinaigrette

adzuki bean noodle salad with veggies + spicy sesame vinaigrette

arugula, white bean, tuna salad

arugula, white bean, tuna salad

tomato + cucumber salad + tzatziki

tomato + cucumber salad + tzatziki

split pea soup

split pea soup

pesto baked salmon + roasted asparagus

pesto baked salmon + roasted asparagus

pan seared scallop salad

pan seared scallop salad

roasted asparagus +  lemon / mozzarella + prosciutto purses

roasted asparagus + lemon / mozzarella + prosciutto purses

slow scrambled eggs

slow scrambled eggs

open face omelette

open face omelette

grain free banana nut mini muffins

grain free banana nut mini muffins

up close: grain free banana nut muffin

up close: grain free banana nut muffin

tea time

tea time

morning minimalism: freshly ground peanut butter on sprouted bread

morning minimalism: freshly ground peanut butter on sprouted bread

quinoa porridge with strawberry compote, maple syrup + walnuts

quinoa porridge with strawberry compote, maple syrup + walnuts

egg in a quinoa grit hole

egg in a quinoa grit hole

egg in a quinoa grit hole: after the mix

egg in a quinoa grit hole: after the mix

chicken Soup

chicken Soup

one pan fava beans

one pan fava beans

mozzarella + citrus salad

mozzarella + citrus salad

vegetable + tofu laksa

vegetable + tofu laksa

roasted radishes

roasted radishes

egg + mushrooms with olive toast

egg + mushrooms with olive toast

caprese toast

caprese toast

caprese toast post-destruction

caprese toast post-destruction

homemade applesauce

homemade applesauce

apple nut mini muffins

apple nut mini muffins

mascarpone scrambled eggs, brown butter shiitake mushrooms, wilted arugula  + truffle oil

mascarpone scrambled eggs, brown butter shiitake mushrooms, wilted arugula + truffle oil

skirt steak with mike's hot honey caramelized onions

skirt steak with mike's hot honey caramelized onions

maple glazed delicata squash with arugula, balsamic vinaigrette + provolone

maple glazed delicata squash with arugula, balsamic vinaigrette + provolone

fall breakfast skillet: roasted honey nut, delicata + spaghetti squashes with chana masala + a fried egg

fall breakfast skillet: roasted honey nut, delicata + spaghetti squashes with chana masala + a fried egg

roasted broccoli, roasted lemons + pecorino

roasted broccoli, roasted lemons + pecorino

carrot soup

carrot soup

chicken thighs with onions, string beans + peas in a sherry wine, butter + dill sauce

chicken thighs with onions, string beans + peas in a sherry wine, butter + dill sauce

butternut squash noodle baked ziti

butternut squash noodle baked ziti

roasted spaghetti squash with turkey bolognese

roasted spaghetti squash with turkey bolognese

baked egg in roasted honey nut squash

baked egg in roasted honey nut squash

black bean chocolate peanut butter brownies

black bean chocolate peanut butter brownies

apple pinwheel, mixed nut train with goat cheese stuffed dates

apple pinwheel, mixed nut train with goat cheese stuffed dates

apple muffins with a message

apple muffins with a message

chipotle chicken

chipotle chicken

chipotle chicken makeover, grains + beans

chipotle chicken makeover, grains + beans

chipotle chicken layered with grains, beans + sunny side egg

chipotle chicken layered with grains, beans + sunny side egg

spinach and spiced nut salad, grains and roasted roots

spinach and spiced nut salad, grains and roasted roots

green sauce + jalapeno yogurt

green sauce + jalapeno yogurt

chipotle chicken, greens, beans + dipping sauces

chipotle chicken, greens, beans + dipping sauces

fiesta omelette

fiesta omelette

kitchen sink veggie burger

kitchen sink veggie burger

spinach stuffed omelette

spinach stuffed omelette

quesadilla before the fold

quesadilla before the fold

quesadilla after the fold

quesadilla after the fold

open face scallion + havarti omelette

open face scallion + havarti omelette

herbed eggs with mixed kale + collards

herbed eggs with mixed kale + collards

spiced nuts

spiced nuts

herbed spinach, olive toast, goat cheese + sunny side egg

herbed spinach, olive toast, goat cheese + sunny side egg

coconut miso soup with pumpkin, tofu + bok choy

coconut miso soup with pumpkin, tofu + bok choy

pumpkin soup and green sauce with spiced nuts

pumpkin soup and green sauce with spiced nuts

roasted roots with thyme

roasted roots with thyme

sunday morning produce

sunday morning produce

parsley, cilantro, scallion + spinach sauces  with truffle oil yogurt

parsley, cilantro, scallion + spinach sauces with truffle oil yogurt

Eggplant / Collard + Coconut Curry

Eggplant / Collard + Coconut Curry

Spinach / Grain / Pharsi Squash / Spiced Walnut Salad with Truffle Oil Yogurt

Spinach / Grain / Pharsi Squash / Spiced Walnut Salad with Truffle Oil Yogurt

Broccolirabe Mini Frittatas

Broccolirabe Mini Frittatas

Pharsi Squash Soup

Pharsi Squash Soup

Chicken Thighs / Peas / Carrots / Herbs

Chicken Thighs / Peas / Carrots / Herbs

Brunch: All of the trimmings + Bacon Maple Kale with Sunnyside Eggs

Brunch: All of the trimmings + Bacon Maple Kale with Sunnyside Eggs

SPAGHETTI SQUASH FRITTERS /PEAS + EGGPLANT

SPAGHETTI SQUASH FRITTERS /PEAS + EGGPLANT

STUFFED PORTOBELLO MUSHROOM

STUFFED PORTOBELLO MUSHROOM

Banana Peanutbutter Pancake Batter

Banana Peanutbutter Pancake Batter

Banana Peanutbutter Pancakes

Banana Peanutbutter Pancakes

Banana Peanut butter Pancakes

Banana Peanut butter Pancakes

Pea toast

Pea toast

pea toast (after the yolk break)

pea toast (after the yolk break)

Stuffed ROMAINe

Stuffed ROMAINe

Vegetable Building Blocks: Pharsi Squash / Broccolirabe / Roasted Eggplant / Peas + Onions

Vegetable Building Blocks: Pharsi Squash / Broccolirabe / Roasted Eggplant / Peas + Onions

Breakfast of champions

Breakfast of champions

DEONCstructed banana peanutbutter pie

DEONCstructed banana peanutbutter pie

Peanut Butter Ezekiel Muffin with Maple Drizzle

Peanut Butter Ezekiel Muffin with Maple Drizzle

Desk Breakfast Delight: Apple Slices / Yogurt / Honey / Nut

Desk Breakfast Delight: Apple Slices / Yogurt / Honey / Nut

Sweet Potato Noodles with Spicy Tahini + Peanut Butter Sauce

Sweet Potato Noodles with Spicy Tahini + Peanut Butter Sauce

Fish De-boned + Collards In Wine/Butter/Lemon Sauce w/ Feta

Fish De-boned + Collards In Wine/Butter/Lemon Sauce w/ Feta

Spinach Salad: Cara Cara Oranges / Spiced Nuts / Pomegranate

Spinach Salad: Cara Cara Oranges / Spiced Nuts / Pomegranate

Roasted Vegetable Dip Prep

Roasted Vegetable Dip Prep

Radish Green Bounty

Radish Green Bounty

Zoodles with Radish Green Pesto + Bulgarian Feta

Zoodles with Radish Green Pesto + Bulgarian Feta

Fall Salad

Fall Salad

MOrning squash breakfast bowl

MOrning squash breakfast bowl

Peanut Butter Chocolate Flax Seed Sea Salt Sprinkle Bark

Peanut Butter Chocolate Flax Seed Sea Salt Sprinkle Bark

How An Avocado Can Change Your Life: Miso Guacamole

How An Avocado Can Change Your Life: Miso Guacamole

Brilliant Food

Brilliant Food

Monday Night Minimalism: Miso Cod

Monday Night Minimalism: Miso Cod

Miso/Tahini Glazed Salmon + Daikon Cucumber Salad

Miso/Tahini Glazed Salmon + Daikon Cucumber Salad

Chickpea Peanut Butter Mini-Muffins

Chickpea Peanut Butter Mini-Muffins

Crispy Baked Tofu

Crispy Baked Tofu

Cauliflower Rice with Tempeh

Cauliflower Rice with Tempeh

Daikon Noodles / Spinach Pesto

Daikon Noodles / Spinach Pesto

Purple Kale Leftover Bowl

Purple Kale Leftover Bowl

Zoodles (Bare): Lemon Zest / Nutmeg / Pecorino / Spinach / Butter

Zoodles (Bare): Lemon Zest / Nutmeg / Pecorino / Spinach / Butter

Zoodle + Egg: Lemon Zest / Nutmeg / Pecorino / Spinach / Butter

Zoodle + Egg: Lemon Zest / Nutmeg / Pecorino / Spinach / Butter

12 Minute Meal / Veggies in Coconut Milk

12 Minute Meal / Veggies in Coconut Milk

Mixed Broccoli + Cauliflower Rice w/ Purple Callaloo / Sweet Potato / Tahini + Turmeric

Mixed Broccoli + Cauliflower Rice w/ Purple Callaloo / Sweet Potato / Tahini + Turmeric

Baked Tofu Bowl #1: Zucchini Base

Baked Tofu Bowl #1: Zucchini Base

Roasted Eggplant / Broccoli / Cauliflower Building Blocks for Meal Prep

Roasted Eggplant / Broccoli / Cauliflower Building Blocks for Meal Prep

Purple Callaloo (like spinach but way more beautiful)

Purple Callaloo (like spinach but way more beautiful)

Sauteed Shiitake + Cremini Mushrooms

Sauteed Shiitake + Cremini Mushrooms

Sunnyside Up / Mixed Kale, Collard + Chard / Sun dried Tomato / Chicken Sausage

Sunnyside Up / Mixed Kale, Collard + Chard / Sun dried Tomato / Chicken Sausage

SPAGHETTI SQUASH HASH / POACHED EGG

SPAGHETTI SQUASH HASH / POACHED EGG

Baked Tofu Bowl #2: Broccoli rice base

Baked Tofu Bowl #2: Broccoli rice base

Zucchini Noodles + Eggs: The New Breakfast of Champions

Zucchini Noodles + Eggs: The New Breakfast of Champions

Zucchini Noodle / Chicken Sausage / Bulgarian Feta / Purple Callaloo / Sun dried Tomato / Lemon Zest

Zucchini Noodle / Chicken Sausage / Bulgarian Feta / Purple Callaloo / Sun dried Tomato / Lemon Zest

POACHED EGG

POACHED EGG

Black Bean Banana Brownies w/ Tahini Maple Swirl

Black Bean Banana Brownies w/ Tahini Maple Swirl

Spiced Carrot + Cauliflower Soup with Green Sauce

Spiced Carrot + Cauliflower Soup with Green Sauce

Brunch Prep: Poached Eggs Miso Guac Kale + Olive Tapenade

Brunch Prep: Poached Eggs Miso Guac Kale + Olive Tapenade

Miso Guac + Kale/Olive Tapenade Crisps

Miso Guac + Kale/Olive Tapenade Crisps

Miso Guac + Kale/Olive Tapenade/ Poached Egg

Miso Guac + Kale/Olive Tapenade/ Poached Egg

Veggie Rice + Spicy Miso Dressing

Veggie Rice + Spicy Miso Dressing

Veggie Rice + Spicy Miso / Egg On Top

Veggie Rice + Spicy Miso / Egg On Top

Vegan Kale Pesto

Vegan Kale Pesto

Tri-Colored Carrots + Some Cruciferous Companions / before the roast

Tri-Colored Carrots + Some Cruciferous Companions / before the roast

Steamed String Beans w/ Miso Butter + Roasted Eggplant Dip w/ Miso Tahini

Steamed String Beans w/ Miso Butter + Roasted Eggplant Dip w/ Miso Tahini

Swirls of Love / Homemade chocolate + peanut butter bursts

Swirls of Love / Homemade chocolate + peanut butter bursts

Breakfast Veggie Wrap, Photo 1 of 2 / Spinach, scallions, miso guac, roasted eggplant + havarti

Breakfast Veggie Wrap, Photo 1 of 2 / Spinach, scallions, miso guac, roasted eggplant + havarti

Breakfast Veggie Wrap, Photo 2 of 2 / Spinach, scallions, miso guac, roasted eggplant + havarti (after the heat + fold)

Breakfast Veggie Wrap, Photo 2 of 2 / Spinach, scallions, miso guac, roasted eggplant + havarti (after the heat + fold)

Kale/Olive Tapenade + Miso Guac (now with chickpea miso proportions)

Kale/Olive Tapenade + Miso Guac (now with chickpea miso proportions)

Fried Eggplant w/ Sweet Miso + Spinach/Scallion Sauce (optional: melted havarti on top)

Fried Eggplant w/ Sweet Miso + Spinach/Scallion Sauce (optional: melted havarti on top)

Kefir Bowl / Dried Figs + Dates, Seeds, Papaya, Coconut + Raw Honey

Kefir Bowl / Dried Figs + Dates, Seeds, Papaya, Coconut + Raw Honey

Avocado Dip Packed / spinach, lemon, cayenne + sun dried tomatoes

Avocado Dip Packed / spinach, lemon, cayenne + sun dried tomatoes

Pepper / Sunny Side Up / Spicy Kale

Pepper / Sunny Side Up / Spicy Kale

Asparagus + Radishes / before the roast

Asparagus + Radishes / before the roast

Breakfast Simplicity / Last Night's Roast = Breakfast

Breakfast Simplicity / Last Night's Roast = Breakfast

Spiced Roasted Seeds

Spiced Roasted Seeds

Butternut Squash Soup + Spiced Seeds

Butternut Squash Soup + Spiced Seeds

The New Sunday Dinner: Cooking Veggies + Connecting

The New Sunday Dinner: Cooking Veggies + Connecting

Roasted Chickpeas (ceci / garbanzos)

Roasted Chickpeas (ceci / garbanzos)

A Sunday Table So Bright

A Sunday Table So Bright

Red Sauce So Simple, So Fine

Red Sauce So Simple, So Fine

Easy Eggs: Fast, Fun + Tasty (and simple)

Easy Eggs: Fast, Fun + Tasty (and simple)

The Meaty Mama: Chicken Sausage Patty Breakfast Sandwich.

The Meaty Mama: Chicken Sausage Patty Breakfast Sandwich.

Coconut Sweet Potato + Carrot Soup

Coconut Sweet Potato + Carrot Soup

Fig / Date / Cocoa Truffles (Photo No. 1)

Fig / Date / Cocoa Truffles (Photo No. 1)

Fig / Date / Cocoa Truffles (Photo No. 2)

Fig / Date / Cocoa Truffles (Photo No. 2)

Fig / Date / Cocoa Truffles (Photo No. 3)

Fig / Date / Cocoa Truffles (Photo No. 3)

Kale / Sauce / Eggs: $1.68 for breakfast at home

Kale / Sauce / Eggs: $1.68 for breakfast at home

The First Bite: Kale / Sauce / Eggs: $1.68 for breakfast at home

The First Bite: Kale / Sauce / Eggs: $1.68 for breakfast at home

Flourless Peanut Butter + Tahini Cookies

Flourless Peanut Butter + Tahini Cookies

The Most Perfect Day Off Salmon: Roasted Lemon Simplicity

The Most Perfect Day Off Salmon: Roasted Lemon Simplicity

Art You Can Eat: Avocado Rose Making

Art You Can Eat: Avocado Rose Making

Zucchini Noodle / Butternut / Brooclirabe / Marcona Almond + Lemon / EVOO / Pecorino

Zucchini Noodle / Butternut / Brooclirabe / Marcona Almond + Lemon / EVOO / Pecorino

Freestyle Salad: Zucchini / Carrots / Daikon + Sesame Ginger Dressing

Freestyle Salad: Zucchini / Carrots / Daikon + Sesame Ginger Dressing

Jerusalem Artichoke + Potato Soup

Jerusalem Artichoke + Potato Soup

Your New Favorite Breakfast Item: The Turnip

Your New Favorite Breakfast Item: The Turnip

The First Bite: YOUR NEW FAVORITE BREAKFAST ITEM: THE TURNIP

The First Bite: YOUR NEW FAVORITE BREAKFAST ITEM: THE TURNIP

12 Minute Meal: A Sunday Lunch of Turnip / Kale / Fried Egg

12 Minute Meal: A Sunday Lunch of Turnip / Kale / Fried Egg

Roasted Radishes

Roasted Radishes

Late Night Dinner Diaries: Turnip Noodles / Red Sauce / Pecorino

Late Night Dinner Diaries: Turnip Noodles / Red Sauce / Pecorino

Salted Dark Chocolate Peanut Butter Cookies: All natural / 7 ingredientS

Salted Dark Chocolate Peanut Butter Cookies: All natural / 7 ingredientS

Coconut Macaringues (Like a Macaroon Slept With A Meringue)

Coconut Macaringues (Like a Macaroon Slept With A Meringue)

Green Smoothie Bowl

Green Smoothie Bowl

Peanut Butter Caramel Cookies
Peanut Butter Caramel Cookies 2